now....cant believe time juz flew pass like tt...wow....im really glad to be in this family....ytd dan's coreteam and both of my sheep and grandsheep celebrated wif mi...wah...im really really so glad...didnt noe tt i haf impact my sheep's life so much...haha...be4 the my another both sheep celebrated wif mi...haha...so altogether got two celebrateiong...hehe...but really..im so happy that they celebrated my birthday...where esle can i find such good family?...haha...but something really stupid yesterday in sch...someone said tt he saw me going into the toliet to smoke..O.O..then i got send to the VP...but in the end nth happen...coz i didnt smoke mah...haha...at first i oso dunno wad happen...the Om juz came into my class and say VP wans to see mi....i was a little angry...but nvm lah...CA1 starting soon...mux start to revise now...no time liao...and all the best to the rest who has CA now....OH....and....erm...those who saw that song below....pls gif some comment abt it....thnxz...pls gif leh...dun leave my blog without gifing any comments abt that song below...u can leave ur comments at the tadboard...haha...thnxZ

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

cool rite...my bro going to buy this guitar...cost ard $1000...haha..but nvm..not my $$..hehe...wah...this guitar is a different guitar from other E.guitar...coz u can switch the guitar sound to other type of guitar sound..shiok...hehe...waiting for it...going off to Rc to study

2:54 PM;

Monday, February 16, 2004

wah....my dream guitar!

8:00 PM;

Sunday, February 15, 2004

juz came back home...haha...pass my sheep wallet to him...ytd he drop it at nexus...then oso had this thought...if that's not a church...i dun tink he can get back his money...that y it really a privilege to be in God's church and to serve him...today had a combine meeting....wow..and pastor ben shared manymany things...and i suddenly felt that how important we are...if this world has no christian...wow...i cant even imagine....but im really glad that i can serve God...and noe ppl really are lost...they need God man...yup....so i went to nexus wif jiancong...then we went to 7-11 to buy smth...then got this women dfrop $10...wah...but i didnt take lah...i return to her...if i now still a non-believer...i would haf already take the money....so happy God change mi...wah now tink back....i haf been in church for one year plus...going to be 2....and i haf face many things in my life...wah...never regret...hoo...my mum asking mi to go off now...hiaz...gtg...

10:18 PM;

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Chorus:

Cos we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

hehe...dunno y like tis song...but quite nice...emm....im feeling so tired now...i juz came back home...today is a long day man...emm..had CLM today...eelee shared abt fasting...now i am really more convicted to fast....and she oso share many mircale...wow...really so encouraging....God really longs to bless us....and really enjoy praising God...wow...cant haf enough...today after service we all went to esplanate to fellowship...ermm....enjoy being wif my guys...oh ya....today walk ard saw so many couples...but wonder how many of this couples will last...tmr going to jog in the morning...keep myself fit....then afternoon haf combine meeting wif Ps ben...oh and recently trying to compose a song to worship God...hehe...then got some idea from jiayi...the lyric not bad...it going like tis...

when you cry,
i wipe the tears.

when you fall,
i lfit you up.

when you are lost,
i came to guide.

when you are happy,
i rejoice.

when you stray,
my heart bitters.

so tell me,
how can my life not have you?

but need to add some more....and now i oso tinking of wad the tune is like....hehe...then finish liao can use to worship God...YEA!!...hehe...okok....really getting tired now...got to go catch some slp now

12:56 AM;

Thursday, February 12, 2004

10:35 PM;

wow....didnt blog ytd...hehe...dunno why now i dun really like to blog...but like to read other ppl's blog...a little crazy!...hahaha...but i decided to blog lah...at least can help to improve my engish...oh ya..toking abt english makes me remember tt my CA1 cuming next month....haiz...a little stress and oso scare i cant do well...dunno y everytime when exam cuming i always feel like tt...Muz Trust God man....but my physics really sux man...arr...i really need help...any pro here?..hehe...dunno y i always cant do well in my physics...wah...in conclusion....there is only one thing i haf to do...STUDY!...ok...dun wan to write anymore liao...

10:16 PM;

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

In my whole life,i will only follow one person and that is you...JESUS

10:12 PM;

Sunday, February 08, 2004

wow...i am really really encourage by one person...and the one person is jiancong...he wrote a testimonial in my friendster...but im not encourage becoz he wrote in my friendster...but by wad he said and i noe that he meant every word he wrote....jiancong...


*jiancong
i oso really wan to take this chance to really thnxz God for u....thnx God for placing u in my life...and u too never fail to encourage me when i feel down...whenever i felt discourage...i always share my problems wif u...coz i trust u and noe tt u will never fail to encourage me and bring mi back to focus on God...and i am so encourage by ur love for ur people....whenever they are not doing well....u would always feel for them and sometimes tell mi abt it too....but tt not the end...u say abt it and u oso did something abt it...and tt y u see some fruits...really admire that love u haf for ur ppl...always wanting to see them grow...see them cuming to noe God more and more....and u urself...u too oso wan to noe God more...even late at nite...u still wan to seek God...wow..and recently...abt my grandma thing....u oso encourage mi....wah...i dunno wad to say man...i only can say that if i didnt cum to noe u...i will miss out alot man...lets serve God together...and lets see one another becuming UL...SDL...DL...and so on....its really a great joy to serve together wif u...thnx u thnx u tnx u!!!!...

wah...if i didnt cum to noe him...i will miss this joy man...God is always so awesome...and so amazing...always placing wad u need in ur life....yea!...and my grandma is ok now...she is out of danger...thnx you all for the prayer...wow...where esle can u find all this wonderful thing....if i didnt cum to this church....im the biggest fool man...really....so those of u who happen to see this..and u haf a feeling of leaving...let mi tell u....dun be the fool...coz u will regeret and miss out big time...ok....that all i haf to write...got to do my stuff now

JIANCONG...U R THE BEST BUDDY I EVER MET IN THIS LIFE...I WILL NEVER REGERET MEETING U!

10:44 PM;

Thursday, February 05, 2004

juz now i went to the hospital to see my grandma...when i saw her...i really felt so sad...i now tt her chance looks slim...but i still want to trust God...now its really hard fo rmi to share christ to her...coz now she physically oso not good...i share she oso cant listen properly...but the next time i see her...i juz pray for her...maybe like tt can touch her...ok..i cant write much now..oso dun haf the mood...haf to do work now

10:56 PM;

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

oh no..i juz heard from my mum that my grandma is in a pretty bad condition now...the doctor said that muz see whether she can hang on over tonite...i really wan to share christ ...God...pls help...everyone...can pls help mi make a prayer....i really want to share christ to her...

9:56 PM;

juz came back from school...hmmm..now my grandma is in the hospital...but i dunno how izit...i only heard from my parent that her blood pressure s not normal...too bad i cant go to see her....hope she is fine...ermm..ytd went to nexus ard 7+ for the stomp rehersal...not bad man...better bring ur frens there...dun waste it...wah...went till 10+...then i one person walk home...wah..i really hate be walking home alone....hehe...ok...later then i update...going to Rc to study then daniel meeting me go jog and haf shepherding....gtg..

4:30 PM;

Sunday, February 01, 2004

juz came back one hour ago...juz now something happen which coz me to be so scare and oso to add upon my burden for ppl....my grandma fell down and hit her head...then her head bleed alot...my aunt use a towel to wipe the blood...till the towel oso almost become all red....then i was so scare coz i scare i will lost my grandma...at that point of time i really really had a great burden for her...i really wanted to share God to her...but i dunno where to start from..or i am juz scare...i juz stood there and look at her...i really felt so bad...that i didnt share...wad if she juz leave at that time..i am going to be so guilty...i am so stupid...even at this point of time i am still scare...i really hate myself...but i noe its wrong...haiz...

10:13 PM;

11:06 AM;

wah....super LONGG!!!...didnt blog liao...the past three days my com down man...then i oso kana fever...wah...i like so poor thing...hehe..jkjk....but feeling much better now...hmmm...yesterday went to nexus in the morning...for lights-dUh-...wow...then i saw the muscial drama rehersal...its really tough man...but they put on a good show during the service...yea!!!...But in the end i oso didnt do duty...coz i dun wan to do...like REAL...becoz next week the stomp is tougher so esmond ask me to do for the stomp...wah...then next week the tuesday got rehersal...from 7-9+...scare my mama dun let...hmm...but yesterday the service was great!...the JC brothers and sisters is joining us in the sat service....yea!!!....and can say that pastor jeff preaching is getting better and better every week...wow...can really sense his heartbeat when i see him preaching...arr...actually later going to study wif ding chuen and ian..but i juz rem i need to go my aunt house...arrr....all the way at yishun leh...quite far...to mi lah...hehe...maybe i going to leave early...then go study....okok...tink i will stop right here..

10:56 AM;

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