wah..........i was suspended today......becoz i didn't cut my hair......even though it's juz only for two hours..but i still feel sad..coz i'm suppose to set an example...haizz....nvm...at least i learn my lessons.....this is going to be the first and the last time that i'm going to be suspended....wow...and now my hair really looks short....need to wait for few more months before it grow back again......BUT..i am also very happy today becoz i was place second in class for my chemistry...YEA!!!!!!!!....God really bless me...i'm so happy...this is really a miracle man!!....but still need to work hard for my SA2.....it's coming very very soon....
today something happen in RC....dun wan to tok abt it..coz not too nice...but anyway..today i had my shepherding wif Daniel....then today Daniel shared wif me a thing...to be a effective leader...we need 3H....Head,Heart and Hands....hands mean that we muz grow in the area of our skills....heart means that we muz have a simple heart when we serve God and a heart to feel like how God would feel for the people....and lastly...Head....it means that we muz be able to think of ways to solve some spiritual porblems or think of ways to have a break through in our group...and this is wat i'm lack off....then Daniel tell me this..."kokleng, honestly telling u....it's impossible for u to have this....but wif God it is possilble".And i noe that God will help me...Yea!!! so happy...
tomolo having CG.....and..i am leading worship tomolo....hope that it will be a success tomolo...well think that's all for today.....Let's serve God Together!!!!!!!!
3 MORE DAYZZZZ TO SA2!!!!!!!!!
10:32 PM;
Monday, September 29, 2003
u are my all in all you are my strength when i am weak
you are the treasure that i seek
you are my all in all
seeking you as a precious jewel
lord to give up i'd be a fool
you are my all in all
jesus lamb of god
worthy is your name
jesus lamb of god
worthy is your name
taking my sin my cross my shame
rising again i bless your name
you are my all in all
when i fall down you pick me up
when i am dry you fill my cup
you are my all in all
indeed Jesus is our source of strength during our tough times...especially during this time of examination..where we will face many kinds of stress..but this song really tell us that Jesus is our strength....feel so sercue in him....
proverbs12:27"the lazy man does not roast his game, but a dilligent man prizes his possessions." this is wat daniel shared in the seed group today...a lazy man will not recieve any rewards but a dilligent man will get back all his hardwork...hope that this verse will encourage all of u to really work hard for the coming SA2 or 'N' 'O' level.....other verse shared by daniel..
proverbs2:6"For the LORD gives wisdom and from mouth come knowledge and understanding."..
Hope that this can encourage all of u too!..
Today had study group during seed group...wah..i think my math is getting rusty...got to buck up somemore...then after seed group had to clean up the RC....then after that Joel ask me to help him mopped the floor..but then i dun really do this kind of work...so Debbie help mi to mop the floor..thank you!!...hmmmm...tomolo having baseball for P.E....but my last finger is swollen...dunno still can play anot....yEA!!..TODAY GOT BACK MY MATHS RESULT...and i passed...so happy...really want to thank God for this....and had my chemistry test todayalso....have confident that i will pass....anyway...all the best to everyone who is having their 'N' & 'O' level...and also not forgetting those who are soon going to have their End of year examination..ALL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4 MORE DAYZZZ TO SA2!!!
10:17 PM;
Sunday, September 28, 2003
1 peter 5:2"Be shepherds of God's flock that is under your care,serving as overseers-not because you must but brcause you are willing....."
had a wonderful day yesterday...wake up at 7.45am...then after that...my sheep...Alvin called me to ask mi whether can come to my house to use my com....then he came and use my com while i get ready to prepare myself to go to Nexus....then we took the NE line to nexus..then on the way we tok abt many things....we reach there like around 11...then Alvin want to buy some food to eat...then i sat down wif him and chat abt his family...
then i remember that i need to do lighting coz yesterday those ppl who r purpose to be on duty can't make it...so i had to help them to do lor.....next week i also need to do...wah soo long didn't get to sit at the auditiorum liao...but nvm...coz i'm serving God....can't imagine if noone do lighting....but yesterday i no need to do for PM....so still got chance to sit at the auditiorum....then after PM...i brought my Group to eat...then went to study at istana...coz there very quite...then i study my chemistry coz monday i having chemistry test....so confused abt the salt preparation thing...haiz....dunno how leh....nvm lah...juz do my best....after studying...i went to tne control room to do my duty.....wow..yesterday praise was awesome ...especially 'victory chant'...so nice....then the lighting so fast...nicenice...then after that got a interview abt exam...wah..jun liang's interviewing very funny...but the overall service yesterday is great...after service i went to Mac to Daniel....after that went home wif Daniel,jiancong,dingchuan,walmond and jeremiah....yesterday reach home so late...like around nine+ coz exam i scoming and Daniel wans us to go home early.....then i do some work and then fell alseep..
tomolo i wake up very late...i woke up at 1pm...wa lao..so late...then actually wanted to go to RC to study but then i stayed at home coz..i also dunno y.....but tomolo going to study at RC during seed group...tomolo seed group having study group....Guys...(remember it's at 4pm at RC...pls don't be late)...well...think got to go now to take my bath....and going to study my chemistry again
5 MORE DAYZ TO SA2!!
6:55 PM;
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
WAH...now so fast already 10+ liao....today me and i of my friend was toking about my class....we both agree that my class really 'bua zi ton' one....SA2 already around the corner and yet my class can still play in class during lessons....really wonder if they come to school to study or wat...haizz....well hope they really wake up soon!...today i also had my english oral...and i totally forgotten that it was my turn today....thank GOD my friend reminded me today during lessons......then becoz of the oral..i was late for CG(wah first time i was late for CG)....after oral..i quickly chiong all my way to RC...thank GOD that my school is quite near the RC...
wow...today's CG is quite good...compare to last week one...YEA!!...my CG is improving....but we muz still contiune to walk wif GOD...wan to take this time to affirm jeremy for leading such a wonderful testimony....it's really very creative...thank GOD for U!!...then after CG...Daniel meet me ang gave me a teaching about how did Paul lead such a successful ministry...really admire Paul...wow..he really have a heart for his people....even willing to sacrifice for his people...and one thing that really amaze me is that Paul only took 3 wekks to plant a church...wah..powerful rite?...becoz he really had a heart to serve God..that's why God use him...really hope to be like Paul...a guy who really love his people.....then Daniel say that when he go to heaven to see God..the next person he wan to see is Paul....i think i'm going to do the same thing too....then after Daniel meet me liao..he meet Ding Chuan....then i went home to study..tomolo have Maths test...so much time to study...tomolo i still have 3 free period to study for my maths test...PLS pray for mi CAN?....tomolo going to RC to study my math and social studies...hmm...think i 've got to go off now..baux!
9 MORE DAYZZ TO SA2!!!!
10:41 PM;
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
today is going to past soon....times really flies.....now i'm left wif only 10 more days to study....this year is really very rush....all becoz of the SARS virus....haizzz....well..really have to study hard man!!aND today..i went to RC to study...so strange..i thought today there is going to have many people studying at the RC...but today only have like 10+ people only...but it's also good becoz it wouldn't be that noisy like other days....
today study my E.maths at Rc...then dunno how to do some question....but thank God that many PROs are there....then can ask them help mi....then study half way Ding chuan realize that he had forgotten that today he got tuition...then he rush off to his tuition...so funny...then i study until like 6.50 then go liao....this few days i'm going to the RC to study coz if in study at home....there is going to be many distraction for mi....so decided to go RC study...hehe...
YEA!!!..tomolo is CG...and my confirmation for tomolo is 9....so more still got Ding chuan's people and tomolo Nea3 is going to join my CG...coz of some little problems...so tomolo there's going to be many many people for CG...so shiok!!.....and tomolo i'm going to lteach in the CG....wah so.....long never teach in CG liao.....a little rusty....but nvm coz God is my strenght and i noe that he will help mi...so exicted for tomolo's CG...YEA!!!
10 MORE DAYS TO SA2.....
10:24 PM;
Monday, September 22, 2003
wow...didn't blog for days....coz very busy this few days.....anyway...todae had NE CLM...and i was the one to lead worship today....wah...a little nervous coz this is my first time leading worship in the NE CLM....but when i was leading..i don't really feel nervous anymore coz i noe that jesus wif always there to help mi....
But i heard from jiancong that today i lead a bit too loud....i think i really played the guitar a little too hard but i was really exicted about God ...so that why i played too loud...but never mind coz God noes my heart....well anyway exam is coming very soon.....next week is my SA2 already....muz really study hard...think i'll write till here.....
11 MORE DayS to SA2.......
10:18 PM;
Thursday, September 18, 2003
More of you i thirst for you
the one who satifies my soul
more of you, i'm asking for
i wait on you
my hiding place i rest in you
so percious is your voice
lord i love you
really love you
only in you i am complete
i need you,really need you lord
i draw nearer to you my God
with boldness i approach your throne
where grace, like a river flow
i sing praises to you my God
sufficient one my more that enough
more lord, i ask for more lord
just more of you
God i juz want to have more of you and less of myself.....
10:26 PM;
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
wah...so fast already 9 plus....today i almost fall alseep in class...thanxz God that i still manage to keep himself awake...Painpainpain...arghhh....my mouth got three ulcer....help...very pain...try putting salt also no use one...haizzz....so have to wait for the ulcer to heal by itself...
after school i went home to take some songs lyrics for today's CG...then when i am leaving my house that time, a rain suddenly started.....when i reach downstair...i really find it hard to walk to the RC coz the rain is really very BIG....so i prayed to God......and when i open my eyes..guess wat....the rain still didn't stop....so i waited for abt 5 min ang the rain became smaller...so i decide to walk to RC...then when i step into the rain...sudeenly it gets Big again....arghhh...then i got wet....then i realise that i actually can use a shelter connected to the RC blk...then i saw Jeremiah and his contact,jason...wow so happt coz today jason recieve christ and he is also from zhonghua...YEA!!!so happy....when is my turn to have a serangoon convert...
anyway i went to RC and then prepare my worship....today's CG a little bit bad...dunno how to say..but i think the Seed ppl in my group should noe.....i dun care...Nea1 have to improve...muz chiong all the way for God....wah,,then half way through the CG...my mum came to RC to look for me....though wat happen...actually she find me coz i threw my house key into my house when i left home...then my mum got no keys...Diao-_-l'l.....but then later my mum went to my sis school(pecai) to keys from her.....
today Daniel actually suppose to meet me but my CG ended late...so can't meet today but we changr it on this SAT after service at RC....YEA!!!....so exicted!...anyway...this few days muz really study hard coz SA2 is coming....i think i will stop writing here...got to go.....=P
9:49 PM;
Monday, September 15, 2003
Yea...today have seed meeting.....so wonderful.....learn abt how to rejoice in God....then today i also lead worship in seed group today....not too bad...compare to the first time i lead....Been a little bit sad over some of my people coz they r not really following God....really feel sad...but i noe that i still have to move on....but i'm still happy becoz some of my guys r so serving God very hard....
want to take this time to affirm jiashen....really want to thanks God for ur life...thank God u came back to God ang really serve him...joel..u too thank God for supporting me...Let grow together Nea1...Yea!!!!!
10:41 PM;
Sunday, September 14, 2003
wah....juz came back frome my Grandma house.....today i went to my grandma house becoz its my Grandma birthday.....but didn't really celebrate lah....juz go there sitsit only......Juz now on the way to my my grandma house guess who i saw...Debbie....proberly going to RC.....
Actually juz now at my Grandma house i really fell boring coz there got nothind to do....then also dun noe who to talk to coz all also adult.....so i watch TV....but also very sian...somemore watch until i fell asleep.....
O...yesterday i didn't blog coz very late liao....but yesterday was really a great day!!...learn manymany lessons.....and also heard that next week WFL got test.....dunnoe can pass anot....
my NoN-believer yesterday all last min didn't come....felt sad...but never mind coz i still have to move on.....Then also had CLM yesterday at the auditorium.....Pastor Jeff have us a wonderful teaching....wow....really learn many things....muz apply all the things i have learn this coming week...
tomolo school reopen liao....felt that day passes very fast.....one week holiday is over already....band finally i can start to gather contacts....YEA!!....really want to finish pioneer Serangoon Sec Man....
And also tomolo got Seed meeting at RC....at 5pm....Guys remember to go.....tomolo i also going to lead worship....my first time leading worship in seed group.....ok think i'll stop here..=)
1:36 AM;
Friday, September 12, 2003
wah.....juz finish eating my dinner.....yumyum.....today so late then eat dinner....coz something happened....my mama very very angry until she dun want to cook....haizzz....not angry becoz of mi but becoz of my sis....she went out with a guy and then never tell my mama....then my mama very angry.....juz now so scare!!!...then my mama went downstairs to buy food for us lor....that y so late then finish my dinner...
today aslo got Prayer Meet.....but every little people.....becoz some thought start at 4...some thought start at 5......haizz...dunnoe lah.....but i remember that time during the CG404....i heard they say 5....but nvm coz i was not late...haha....then prayed for many many things....
God is faithful!!!!!!!....tomolo my group got 2 NoN-believer coming.....yaya....but still got 2 not confirm yet....and one of them is a serangoon contact.....help mi God....pls pray for mi if u see tis....hopefully the 2 other contact will come!!!
wow...today had a great time at the ECG...FINGING MARLIN...it's so wonderful man...shiokshiok.....wah..today the RC door opened veryvery late...around like 3 plus and the ECG suppose to start at 3.30 and the worst thing is that i haven't finish doing the drama.....when the door open...i quickly 'chiong' in the finish the things...thank God the ECG was change to 4pm.....that i ask jessie whether if i can sing during the song presentation....then jessie said OK.....yea...then prctice a little bit.....
The first part of the ECG was game....wow so fun....then got one game is to gel up the bros'& sis' hair....then all of them all look very funny...hahaha.....that after that got one game is that we muz guess something by seeing the people's action...then got one thing is to guess luohan...then some of the bros & sis point me....wa lao.....all thanks to peter's idea...juz kidding...then after that is eating and i went to practice the drama...becoz after the food is drama already....so nervous...and the drama was a success....YEA...THANXS TO SIHAN,SIEW LUAN & XIAOTING......
then after i shared my testimony....hope that it can really impact people's life and not juz only the NoN-believer....but the believers also....God really changes life...AMEN?then have the song presentation....wif jessie ...a little nervous...then played some chord wrongly....but overall....THE ECG RUIZ....
10:54 PM;
Wednesday, September 10, 2003
yo!!!!!!!!back to blog again.....haha...today's searching for FAT MCG is really great man....so fun....but a little sad coz my serangoon contact didn't come...but God is still faithful to me coz today my group have two st gabriel's non-believer....YEA!!!! and tomolo here is also going to be one more coming...so happy.....
tomolo ECG i am going to be in a drama.....i think it's going to touch people's life tomolo....hope that it will be a successful one even though we only have two days to work and plan on it.....tomolo also going to share my testimony...i am going to make sure that i touch people's life coz people really matters to God....going to make it a powerful testimony tomolo....
11:59 PM;
Tuesday, September 09, 2003
didn't blog yesterday...coz thinking about one of ny sheep....but anyway today i ha da great time....today Daniel shepherd me...very long no shepherding...not becoz Daniel don't want but it is becoz either he not free or i am not free....but this week holiday....so..YEA...got shepherding....wow then Daniel teach mi about how should a effective leader relate with his people...learn many many things.....
then after shepherding got Prayer Meet for Nea's coreteam....then pray a lots of things...and also for tomolo MCG...YEA...and the prayer works becoz tomolo maybe have two Non-believer coming.....hahaha....and 1 of them is a serangoon guy...so happy....God is always so faithful..Amen?
Today also juz noe that i am in charge of this thurs ECG drama.....only left with two days more....very nevous....
11:49 PM;
Sunday, September 07, 2003
YAAAAA!!!!!!NORTH EAST IS THE GRAND CHAMPION FOR THE FAMILY DAY TODAY!!!!!!!!.....sososososo happy....and i believe that many of us are also very happy coz we have finally won after many practice.....yea!!!really want to thank God for all the bro and sis that had put in the effort in participating in the family day and for those who missed the family day....u really miss out lots of fun celebrating....u can take a look of the picture taken today at my PIC
But i was quite sad also becoz i didn't win the caterpillar race today...even we put in all our effort...but nvm...coz when we won the champion....the saddness also went off.....during the first part of the family day.....many of us feel that we are gonna lose coz we didn't win all the games in the first part....so more that other group had more people then us....but we still manage to win...hahaha...i believe it's becoz of our unity in the group that coz us to win the last game which is the game that we need to resue Eelee from other group....wow when Eelee was being saved,i saw many people protecting our leader....then i saw 1 guy from other grouptrying to stop Eelee from going to Pastor Jeff....many of us step that guy like mad...hehe...feel sorry for that person
and speaking of Pastor Jeff...today we celebrated his birthday during the family day.....really want to thank God for such a wonderful leader...HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR.....after everthing...took 853 to RC to put the trophy and other things...then went home....
tomolo got CG404 meeting.....ya...it's going to be a fruitful day tomolo....k...think i'll stop writing now =)
NORTH EAST RULZ!!!!!!!!!!!!
9:17 PM;
Wednesday, September 03, 2003
yo..back to blog again....YES!!!!FNIALLY my CA is over.....but still need to study hard coz SA2 will come in no time....so fast....wow..today after school went with Daniel to serangoon sec to meet Bingshen....then we went to hougang mall there to talk....been a long time that i go there.....then went to the food court to have a drink...then juz wat....we saw some of our NEC BROZ there...imagine this...when CG404 is completed..WOW wherever we walk also can see y-hope people.....this is going to come to the past coz God promise us already....so exicted!!!
ok...where am i now.....Oh ya...talking about seeing the NEC BROZ.....then Daniel shared many things to Bingshen....challenge him to win the school for God....then learn how to challenge people....cool man....after Daniel went to RC to study coz tomolo he got exam...ALL THE BEST TO U!!!!!.......then i went home for a while then go RC to study also...and practice tomolo worship for the second CG.....after a while...then mi and Daniel went downstairs to buy food....then Daniel said he wanted to buy western food...so we went to buy half a chicken plus rice...wow the uncle so good....gave so much.....then went back RC to study until 8.15 and went home....yea 4 more day to family day.....can't wait till that day....by the way this friday after Prayer Meet got practice again....my guys..those who are invole....PLS Remember to come and dun be late....ok got to pack my bag now=)
10:13 PM;
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
wow...didn't blog yesterday...by the way....yesterday i had a great time at the stadium praticing for the Family Day on this sunday....wah...sososo EXICTED....heard that the trophy is very BIG!! NORTHEAST will & muz win!.....
as i was walking to school today...wah..the cloud in the sky look so dark man!then i pray to God to hold the rain...then as i was walking(going to reach ny school liao)....suddenly got a very big wind....so big that it blow down a big tree....thank God i was not near the tree....then reach my school and the rain started....thnxs God for his everlasting faithfulness.................yea..tomolo is my last paper....history test...then 2 more days holiday already....muz really make use of the 1 week holiday well.....today is also our NEA Caregroup....so fun and interesting!!then i lead worship during the CG...a little nervous coz it's my first time leading in the unit....then made a little mistake...play wrong chords:P......but the outcome is still ok..but didn't use pick today...then my finger bleed a little becoz i played too hard when trying to push the atmosphere up...but nvm coz it worthwhile for God......
yea...today almost hit my goal for CG(short of one)....but one of my sheep didn't come....nvm this thursday hold another CG for those who didn't come....hope thaT he got nothing on on thursday....ok stop wrting now.......
8:43 PM;
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